Tears

Only allowed at night when I am sure no one will find them streaming down my face.
During the day they may come but I push them back, hold them back.
They can’t come out when they would like, someone might see and that just wouldn’t be right.
Only my eyes can see only my face can feel the cold trace as they flow down my cheeks.
The only problem is I can’t stop my own tears.
I can’t see them; all I can do is feel the cold trace as they run down my face.
I will let people know but I will never let it show.
One thing I need, one thing I won’t, I will never let my self have.
Someone who can help me hold back the tears, someone who can make them disappear.
But to find someone who can do that they half to see them and be their when they came;
However, I can’t take that chance if I knew that my crying may carouse pain to you.
That is something I can never do.