Lost

There is this guy who has haunted me for years
Why I don’t know
Why can’t I just let him go
Perhaps I don’t know how
But to loose him this I do
To won’t him
To long for him
All those things I know too well
It hurts so bad
I feel as if I am in hell
But when he’s here
When he’s near
My heart beats a thousand times harder
A thousand times stronger
Sadly I will never feel that again