It feels like it’s starting again
That happiness those feelings
That tingle inside the face that I can’t stop thinking of
It’s different this time it’s taken a new face
That smile you give I love to see
The smell you have think on it now the twinge deep down
It makes my heart beat faster my berth catches in my throat
Then I remember the pain
The way it will come again
I fear all too soon
It will consume me again it will take me
The darkness will overwhelm
How many times can a heart shatter
I don’t want to shatter
The pain I can feel it even with the happiness
That pain, despair, loneliness
Everything I had before time does not make it better
I wish for love I wish to be happy but nothing ever last
You seem very heartbroken in many of your posts. I haven't met many people who can wear their heart on their sleeve to the extent you do. I'm sorry you don't feel loved sometimes, but it's brave to show so much of yourself.
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