Scattered

Emotions run deep
They always do
No matter what the pain seeps through

tears roll down
stomach in knots
trying to breath

nothing works
this hole won't mend
pain is all I have in the end

it will consume me
eat me whole
it is where I live

the numbness comes
it's nice for a while
but the pain always wins

no where to go
try to fight
but I can't

I needed you to fight
you gave up
you don't even know
torn in a thousand pieces
scattered all over
leaving them behind you where ever you go

no one want's to pick them up
no one want's to try
nothing to do but smile as I die inside