One more shot....

I want to rip it all out

Everything gone

I don't want to live as me anymore

A blank a redo another start

Maybe this time I can be better

Happier Sweeter Nieave

I live with this life the choices I have made

But I also live with the choices others made for me

To loose it all would that be so bad

Loosing what I had but to be able to gain everything I will never have

One more shot to Love

One more shot to Live

One more shot to Die

What would happen

It could all just happen the same way again

But the hope that I will get my Happy Ending is enough to try

Throw it all away to allow me a chance to truly have something real

To not hate who I am what I am what I have become

But this is the life I have no going back

No way to fix it....Just empty wishes and broken dreams