Falling Appart

I feel it why

It's happening my stomach is in knots

I'm loosing something I never had

My heart it pumping stronger then ever

It happens every time it breaks

Maybe it feels like it should pump all it can before it breaks

It may never beat again it want's to beat all it can

My breath is catching in my throat

I'm throwing away what I never had

It's not even my choice

What can I do how can I stop this

I thought I had finished breaking

I thought I was done with love

I don't want this again

I'm tired of love being just out of reach

But feeling it all so real with out feeling the touch

Why do i half to break while everyone else get's what I want

For once I just want it to work out........